Why Video (MV)

You ever seen someone layin' in a casket thinkin' it should've been you
Three of my niggas lost their younger brother I don't know how they made it through
Cause I probably tried to harm myself so I can see they face
Sometimes I don't love myself I be in and out of mental state
And I won't tell nobody else but with this microphone I feel the safe
Roll around I just need a long get away
Full of crown please don't touch my cup I might rage
I ain't talk to 1K in a while I'm still prayin' for better days
I ain't seen D Meal in some years I'm hopin' that his life is great
My nigga invite me to his wedding I feel some type of way
We was young hoopin' at the Y in the same J's
I guess everyone don't have the same attentions as me
Probably why my f*ckin' heart bleed
Like Orton voices inside my head
I give out love but get back hate instead
You don't understand its like you wanna see me dead
Do you wanna see me dead
I ain't lookin' for love nowadays that shit be so sickening
I been takin' jabs to the face but still won't move my pivot
Them niggas throwin' salt in my name cause I don't wanna kick it
Them bitches say I'm not their type cause I don't do no trickin
I rep 318 proudly but my folks from Mississippi
Ain't no love inside my city might as well go back to Mississippi
Ohhhhh
I I I so tired
Ion even know why I try
Ion even know
I let my feelings go
They outta control
They outta control
You can stop right there
ZG real goat boy