Brodster. - me after a heartbreaking event: Lyrics

Spiders on the wall
Always watch 'em crawl
Got no one to call
No risin' just fall
I need to find some peace of mind before I cry
Tears in my eye
Let out a sigh
I'm asking why

I'm trying to figure out how I can have emotions live in harmony
But I can't change them no matter how hard I try
I just wanna lay on my bed, just want these thoughts to escape my head
But I can't force happy thoughts to run through my mind when I'm barely even still alive
(Yeah)

Just please, someone rescue me, I plea
Just please, see how hard my life really is to me

You'll be okay, that's what they always say
Set me free from the sadness, let me find some gladness
Darkness in my room, is starting to consume
All that I had planned out, I just wanna scream and shout

I'm sure some day I'll be happy but that day can't be seen
I'm stuck inside of what will soon become a memory
Can't wait for the day that love will be right next to me
If it'll ever come, or maybe I'm just dumb

Just please, someone rescue me, I plea
Just please, see how hard my life really is to me
Just please, see how hard my life is to me, yeah
Just please, see how hard my life really is to me