take it back Video (MV)

Should I say this, would they think it's funny
Or would they think of me as immature
I guess it doesn't really matter because
I don't think before I speak
I think that might've been a bit offensive
I think I might've gotten a bit defensive
I'm literally 'bouta have a heart attack
I really, really, really wish that I could
Take it back
Way too many words coming out my mouth
Social life 'bouta go down south, yeah
All those stupid things I said gonna haunt me 'til I'm dead
Keeps me up at night while I'm lying in my bed
Sometimes I wish I could go back in time when I would please
And dedicate my past life to rewriting my history
It's literally gonna cause a heart attack
Cause I really, really, really wish that I could
Take it back (ooh)
Really wish that I could take it back
Trying hard to say nothing wrong
But regardless of what I say life goes on
I'm scared what people think of me
I wanna move to another country
My words slip outta my mouth like Tom slips on a banana peel
I'm tryna work on thinking before I speak
But it doesn't really work how I want it to
I just get caught up overthinking every little thing I say
And this is what I have to go through every single day
Everything I do must be perfect, I'm a perfectionist
That cares a lot when I'm not perfect
But in the long run, nobody's perfect
But I really wanna be respected by my peers
So I really, really, really wish that I could
Take it back, theoretically I do but
Sorry feels like a phantom of a word way overused by me
Apologies feel like a mistake now
I wanna put tape over my mouth before things go south
It's crazy how much overthinking I do
How can I enjoy my life while saying things that
Don't come from my heart but come from my brain
I'm prolly beating myself up too much
But I can't easily accept my past mistakes
So I really, really wish that I could
Take it back (ooh)
Really wish that I could take it back
Trying hard to say nothing wrong
But regardless of what I say life goes on
I'm scared what people think of me
So I really, really, really, really wish that I could take it back (ooh)
Really wish that I could take it back
Trying hard to say nothing wrong
But regardless of what I say life goes on
I'm scared what people think of me
I wanna move to another country