Brody Bradberry - cecil Lyrics

What's a curse to a mother with no child?
A botherless rumor in a death wish hotel
I wished to see the day I wasn't so ill
Haunted from the thorns when the blood first spilled
No one told me to this day to stay still
Sauntered through the halls of an elevator thrill
Ghosted my past until I was killed
Learned to pass with regret and I will
It hurts like hell but God was it worth it?
The people that will talk and say I honestly deserved it
And the walls are thick with loss and discernity
Not even the pills could take away from you losing me
I was a liar in the front and thought crazy in my head
But if this is where it ends then I'll keep you in my death
Oh I can't escape this ruthless feeling I
Can't escape can't escape
I left alone to stay at the Cecil
Nights full of envy and alone with one reason
I emptied my lungs and drowned in a tank
With my despair caged and the rumination blank
I wanted heartfelt love that never fully burned out
I wanted demons to see reasoning in my hurt and doubt
Oh I guess it's the ties that cut deep
In my fears that tend to bleed and the screams from the ceiling
It hurts like hell but God was it worth it?
The people that will talk and say that I honestly deserved it
And the walls are thick with loss and discernity
Not even the pills could take away from you losing me
I was a liar in the front and thought crazy in my head
But if this is where it ends I'll keep you in my death
Oh I can't escape this ruthless feeling I
Can't escape can't escape
Oh don't forget what I had to do
Don't think that there was no truth
When my mother fell down to her knees
My father left to believe he was out of belief
Don't subside the lies in these trenches
Or the stories that were told through a business
Breathe out hide hide
Hide hide hide hide