Haven't felt like myself for a long time
Stopped making vibes and I dont know why
My whole worlds dry
Not an ounce of sunshine
Cold in my bones I got a chill in my lines
Not veins cuz theyre non existant
I'm a human though dont be upset
In my music I'ma invest
While you chill I'ma work and stack interest
Doing things that you cant relate to
Showing off with my girl on my side when I pull through
Switching lanes on the drive no signal to use
Got no time to waste, I got too much to lose
And I'm feeling like I need it more than ever
Zeros in the bank but I'm digging treasure
Just another pit on my endeaver
They said I couldn't, but this is forever
I'm never one to live to meet the standards
I live how I do make music and stand here
Awaiting my time within the spotlight
Even if it's freezing cold I'll take the frostbite
Always in line to make my next move
From the three line every time attempt to shoot
Always in line to make my next move
Watch my life don't act like your in my shoes
Poisin fills the room I stare at my cup
I feel a stabbing pain in my gut
Sickness so tough yea I know I messed up
But I don't know what I did
I'll never know what I did
Man I wish I was a kid
I'd take it back to the days I would play in the yard scrape my knees and get right back up again
Now, when I fall
I feel stuck
Not a drink pick me up
Somber thoughts in my head keep me low in the clouds still looking high to keep my mood up
I cant keep my mood up
Like I'm stuck in the mud
But I dont know what to do so I lay low and hope to get out of this rut
I'm never one to live to meet the standards
I live how I do make music and stand here
Awaiting my time within the spotlight
Even if it's freezing cold I'll take the frostbite
Always in line to make my next move
From the three line every time attempt to shoot
Always in line to make my next move
Watch my life don't act like your in my shoes
Not a clue where to start
Your stare can tear me apart
Your nostalgic vibes and my part time highs bring along the worst days in my life that I'm try'na fight
It's a battle that I've already won
Each day better than the previous one
Proof positive the method to my madness
Writing songs on my pad to cure my sadness
But I dont know what to say as I keep on writing words
Free flowing off my mind so I know what I say are the words that I need to shout loud to the whole world
Gotta tell 'em what they need to hear
Music from my own idols helped me stop these hard feelings and doubt surrounding me this year
Now that's clear, yea
I'm never one to live to meet the standards
I live how I do make music and stand here
Awaiting my time within the spotlight
Even if it's freezing cold I'll take the frostbite
Always in line to make my next move
From the three line every time attempt to shoot
Always in line to make my next move
Watch my life don't act like your in my shoes