Brojob - HELP IS NOT ON THE WAY Lyrics

I'm trapped somewhere between the need to feed the machine
And the pillar holding fillers inside everything
I've sold my soul so make no mistake
Just because I'm not dreaming doesn't mean I'm awake

And I've tried my best
Not to fear the consequence
But I'm beside myself
I refuse to ask for help

Nevermind, I'm not drowning, but I was
My ship, it's not sinking, but it did
My reason, to go on, crumbling
I swear I am fine, I'm just f*cking fine

Nevermind, I'm not drowning, but I was
My ship, it's not sinking, but it did
My reason, to go on, crumbling
I swear I am fine (just f*cking fine)

Configuration intangible
Convulsionary in principle
Inexplicable through their lies
Yet it's undeniable in their eyes

And I've tried my best
Not to fear the consequence
But I'm beside myself
I refuse to ask for help