Till I OD Video (MV)

Think it's got ahold of me
This motherf*cker's controlling me (ay)
I just wanna see
What be on the other scene? (What? What? What?)
Puffin' clouds till I OD (f*ck)
Why in the f*ck would I ease up?
I'm in that shady room talking that shit to a good shorty, trickin, I read her
Look at this book, she been read that shit
Cooking that filet mignon, she gon' eat, bruh
Pull out that one for the ages, I'm whippin' that shit through the motherf*cking streets, cause
Might not be here when I'm old, but I ain't never gon' fold
Noticing what I been on, I might just let this shit go
Then I go buy me some dope
Get high as f*ck till the morning
I don't remember being sober
I've never felt so important
I made a new world order
Got this chick taking some photos
My demon's my regular homie
I'm keeping them fetishes on me
I reap what I sow, I'll be honest
I'm rolling with all of them punches
I see the advantages only
Even when I turn to a zombie
At least I won't ever be lonely
Can somebody help me? Cause I can't control me, ah
I think I'm zoning out
Think it's got ahold of me
This motherf*cker's controlling me (ay)
I just wanna see
What be on the other scene? (What? What? What?)
Puffin' clouds till I OD (f*ck)
Why in the f*ck would I ease up?
I'm in that shady room talking that shit to a good shorty, trickin, I read her
Look at this book, she been read that shit
Cooking that filet mignon, she gon' eat, bruh
Pull out that one for the ages, I'm whippin' that shit through the motherf*cking streets, cause
Might not be here when I'm old, but I ain't never gon' fold
Homie, you best listen close
Play with them drugs and you might f*ckin' lose
I know you ain't looking to f*ck up your soul
I know you looking to feel something whole
Just leave it to God or simply the unknown
Ay
Do it yourself, you don't need nobody's help
Not scared of hell cause I'm already there
I ain't just gon' collect dust on the shelf
Beat up the grind and leave blood everywhere
Nobody heard me when I tried to yell
Was so suicidal, had no one to tell
That's why I cannot trust nobody else
Think it's got ahold of me
This motherf*cker's controlling me (ay)
I just wanna see
What be on the other scene? (What? What? What?)
Puffin' clouds till I OD (f*ck)
Why in the f*ck would I ease up?
I'm in that shady room talking that shit to a good shorty, trickin, I read her
Look at this book, she been read that shit
Cooking that filet mignon, she gon' eat, bruh
Pull out that one for the ages, I'm whippin' that shit through the motherf*cking streets, cause
Might not be here when I'm old, but I ain't never gon' fold