Broken Paper - Isolation Lyrics

I do not know
I do not feel
Wait, can I even heal

A dark hall
A dark room
Closing in
It's way too soon
It's a full moon

I'm not ready to go
Not ready to leave
People I know
I don't want them to grieve
I know it's a test
And I'm constantly failing
Sinking in water
My arms, I'm flailing
Drowning, drowning, drowning, drowning, drowning

It's not what I want
It's not what I need
Not what I deserve
I never agreed
A state of mind
I cannot change
It's living with me
Day to day
I'm gonna live, survive
I'll see another day

I know what I need
Know what to do
But I just can't do it
Not something I choose
Yeah, yeah
A big blue bruise
Across my chest
It's right above my heart

Don't go home
I can't be alone
I need you
Hope you want me too

I can't take this anymore
A constant weight
A dreadful roar
Blood washing up on shore
It's Seeping from my pores

Don't go home
I can't be alone
I need you
Hope you want me too

I can't take this anymore
It's a constant weight
A dreadful roar
Blood washing up on shore
It's seeping from my pores

It's way too late
I can't turn back
But the weight of this pain
On my muscles, they're taxed

My veins are turning black
And my skin is turning red
The fire keeps on burning
But it's burning in my head

I feel like I should say something
But I think it's too much trouble
But then again it can't be good
That my walls have turned to rubble

The defenses in my head
Are slowly crawling away
And the poison in my veins
Is starting to make its way

Straight into my mind
Straight into my brain
Poisoned to the core
I've given up this game

It's not what I want
It's not what I need
Not what I deserve
I never agreed
A state of mind
I cannot change
It's living with me
Day to day
I'm gonna live, I'm gonna survive
I'll see another day

I know what I need
Know what to do
But I just can't do it
Not something I choose
A big blue bruise
Across my chest
It's right above my heart, so

Don't go home
I can't be alone
I need you
Hope you want me too

I can't take this anymore
A constant weight
A dreadful roar
Blood washing up on shore
It's seeping from my pores

Don't go home
I can't be alone
I need you
Hope you want me too

I can't take this anymore
A constant weight
A dreadful roar
Blood washing up on shore
It's seeping from my pores