Broken Paper - Problem Lyrics

The end is near
No wait, let me rephrase
The point where I think see the end
Is in my face

So I Don't have to worry anymore
My words aren't valid anymore

The chime of the clock isn't my problem anymore
After all, my ears can't hear that tick anymore (anymore, anymore)

Blinded and deafened by an unresponsive crowd
Of people I try to communicate with

But I just don't know why I try to do this
I feel that it's all makeshift

No way to speak my mouth is sewn shut
Don't think I really want to speak my mind

I can smell the fear that I secrete
From my invisible glands that I can't see

I'm sailing in this water
Trying to stay afloat
But the water level's rising
And there's holes in this boat

But the boat is in a moat
And the moat is around a castle
The castle's made of sand
And it's crumbling down

I'm sailing in this water
Trying to stay afloat
But the water level's rising
And there's holes in this boat

But the boat is in a moat
And the moat is around a castle
The castle's made of sand
And it's crumbling down

Everyday
Something new
Don't know how to explain it
It's like I speak a different language

The point I'm trying to make
Is that I don't want any help
But I can't do this myself

Problem
This problem keeps on growing
I try to show the people
I can do this- no one helped

But I'd be lying if I didn't
Say that I can't handle it
Sometimes I feel like I can't do anything
But quit

I'm sailing in this water
Trying to stay afloat
But the water level's rising
And there's holes in this boat

But the boat is in a moat
And the moat is around a castle
The castle's made of sand
And it's crumbling down

I'm sailing in this water
Trying to stay afloat
But the water level's rising
And there's holes in this boat

But the boat is in a moat
And the moat's around a castle
The castle's made of sand
And it's crumbling down

Down, down
Don't what to do
Clueless as to what I feel
Clueless- what to do

Do I hate this
Do I like this
Do I want to be this way?
Where I think about the end
Each and every single day?

It isn't healthy
But my mind doesn't change
I know that I rant
And I know that I rave

It lets out my energy
Like a giant wave
(Like a giant wave)

Hoping, Hoping
Conflict resolution
Trying to find a solution

It's a final execution
The goriest death
The hawk of the night
It steals my breath

But it isn't the end
I can't fix it all
But people that surround me
Help me change it all

I appreciate those
That will stick with me
From my lowest point
Until my destiny