broken stem - Silence Lyrics

I don't like the silence
I don't like the sound that's in my head
Why am I contagious?
You're better off and I am better dead

And never mind the darkness
The traces of the rainbows come and go
And who am I to harm this
Fleeting glimpse of something that we know?

All I am is what I'm not
Forget what you have got
The space that's in between
The few and far you see

There's something in my head that can't escape
And why am I alerting
To the peaceful construct you call home

And what's the best performance
The subtle scent of salt across the waves
A disenchanted conquest
The color in the sky will start to fade

All I am is what I'm not
Forget what you have got
The space that's in between
The few and far you see

My hands are colored gray
My favorite time of day
The words are lonely now
Forget the why and how