All my life I've been preparing for this
My confusion played a key role
I never had a goal
My purposes laid hidden somewhere below
Until I saw deep down inside, into my core
My will isn't free
No, it's bound in desire
To like, to want, to grasp is prison
I'm the prisoner
There is no such thing as a free will
My will is bound to set me free
Take my most withheld, precious and protected now
I remember how I used to value
Everything that came from me
I thought I could create sceneries and circumstances of happiness
I was in the darkness, pretending I could see
Once that light hit me, it was the point of no return
To like, to want, to grasp is prison
I'm the prisoner
There is no such thing as a free will
My will is bound to set me free