All the years i placed blame
put a crown on my head
i spent days pointing out
what my mind was reading
no one will ever tell me why
because we live the same lie
unexcused so we kill ourselves
let go
gotta pretend i don't know
look back
pulling mistakes from the past
hold on
to fake inspiration
retrace
all the lies you misplaced
now i know that i'm f*cked cuz i'm not protected
i realize i create walls until i feel a purpose
no one will ever tell me why
cuz we live the same lie
self create misdirection
without shame
i can't explain the way it feels when your heart stops
everything i thought would set me free was just bullshit
i sold myself i can't breathe
let go
gotta pretend i don't know
look back
pulling mistakes from the past
hold on
to fake inspiration
retrace
all the lies you misplaced
hold on