I took too many I felt so empty
But how will you remember me
I've been so tangled
Lost in these angles
That I can't set these feeling free
I don't disagree with everything we push aside
Help me understand it so I can make it right
With you girl and with myself
I stand here alone and you're with someone else and I
Stare into this empty bottle
My heart is taking bids its still under remodel
It's so crazy how I let myself do this again
But I can say I guess it all way worth it in the end
You feel this won't kill
But I just gotta let you know about how I'm feeling yeah
All this medication that I'm taking gets me through
I would of gave you more attention if I only knew
Now I struggle with you leaving in the darkest shade
I drank two hundred ounces steel reserve and finally caved
Bury me because they love you when your dead and gone
After you I swear to let nobody do me wrong forever
Forever forever forever
I drop my guard and you just destroyed me
I'm f*cked up and I'm faded
I'm f*cked up and I'm faded
I'm probably calling you baby
I'm f*cked up and I'm faded
F*ck that man I'm faded
I don't even know