Brooke Livingston - relapse Lyrics

It's 5am in the morning and I'm already drunk
You go to work and you're driving as if the roads don't stop
And I rebound to drown it
You renounce our love and it
Burns it hurts I've learned all my lessons
Addictive persona keeps me running over
I wonder how long we'll last until
We relapse
I really try but I relapse
This isn't love and I see that
But you know that I would be lying
If I said I'm fine with the way this all pans out
I don't know how
To burn all this out
Before we relapse
Perfect the outside is illusion
The inside is intrusion
Of pain and no gain from this competition
Of who will be the first to admit that all this
Hurt is suffocating
It's not my decision
Claim God as my witness
I really do try
I really try but I relapse
This isn't love and I see that
Don't make me say that I need us
But you know that I would be lying
If I said I'm fine with the way this all pans out
I don't know how
To burn all this out
I gotta get myself out
Before we relapse