Oh I was so in love with you
And there was nothing you could do wrong in my eyes
You didn't know how lucky you were to have a girl
Who was so damn blind
And there are times when I miss you
And the way you used to hold me
But I can see clearly now that we're through
And I'm finally understanding
You held me so tight I couldn't breathe
Somehow I started to love the suffocating
I couldn't see what you were doing to me
Or maybe I chose to ignore it
And I hate that I loved it
But now I can breathe again
You don't know what you put me through
It's okay, I know it all came from
Your own underlying issues
I only wish I knew it then
Maybe I would've been
A little more mentally stable
And there are times when I miss you
And the way you used to hold me
But I can see clearly now that we're through
And I'm finally understanding
You held me so tight I couldn't breathe
Somehow I started to love the suffocating
I couldn't see what you were doing to me
Or maybe I chose to ignore it
And I hate that I loved it
But now I can breathe again and it feels so good
I really do wish the best for you
But it's a damn shame
I was the best you will ever do
I'm so relieved now that I'm free
From all your games, it feels so nice
That grip was so tight
You held me so tight I couldn't breathe
Somehow I started to love the suffocating
I couldn't see what you were doing to me
Or maybe I chose to ignore it
And I hate that I loved it
But now I can breathe again and it feels so good