From my youth I have suffered and been close to death
I have borne your terrors and am in despair
Your wrath has swept over me
Your terrors have destroyed me
Doctor tell me where it hurts, I don't even know myself
Blinded by this pain, drowning in my doubt
Can you tell me what is wrong? Cause I don't know anymore
I've got a plan, I've got demands
And they need me to be alive
Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long
Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home
Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go
Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late
I dug myself six feet deep, but I can't seem to bury me
Tormented by these lies, and all these demons are inside
Feeling trapped inside this cage, I can't seem to find the key
I need relief, cure this disease
Save me from myself
Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long
Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home
Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go
Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late
But what if it's too late
All day long they surround me like a flood
They've completely engulfed me
You have taken from me friend and neighbor
Darkness is my closest friend
So many times, I've tried to find
The answers that they're telling me I have inside
But I won't lie, and say I'm fine
While these demons in my head eat me alive
Cut down, stepped on, stabbed in the back for so long
Left here, for dead here, fell through the cracks on my way home
Give it all up, give it all up, give it all up and just let go
Give it all up, give it all up, but what if it's too late
But what if it's too late
But what if it's too late
When I say my foot is slipping
Your unfailing love supported me
When anxiety was great within me
Your consolation brought me joy