Big Ahh Lizard Video (MV)

Hey there we were in love for the first time And I was always picking up the pieces you
Left behind
Hey there we haven't talked in a while
I bleached my hair and my car still stalls in the rain
You still play all my favorite bands
You've tackled your college
You're falling in love with your brand new man That I know you can't stand
Wish I was watching fireworks with my friends off the coast of New Jersey
Instead I've got flashbacks from your front door
Picking at scabs from when we spoke last
I wish I hadn't told my friends that I would be okay
When I knew shit would end the same
Drown myself in the deep end Just to talk to my old friends
Oh, that's alright
One thousand memories turned into a melody Hidden in the back with all the fights that
Made us enemies
Gave back my clothes so you could act like
You're a friend to me
It's easier to diagnose your lies when theyre
Apologies
I want to watch you when you choke up and
Realize
Hints of nostalgia breaking down parts of real
Life
It wasted ages, I carry it with me
The road is forgotten, so I still
Wish I was watching fireworks with my friends off
The coast of New Jersey
Instead I've got flashbacks from your front door
Picking at scabs from when we spoke last
I wish I hadn't told my friends that I would be okay
When I knew shit would end the same
Drown myself in the deep end Just to talk to my old friends
My twenties have just begun I feel like they're Getting wasted
I hate every job, so I don't stick around It's Becoming a habit, I guess
Maybe I go back to school
Maybe I could get my head straight
Maybe I do it
Maybe I stop saying
I'll get around to it
I'll get around to it
So I just breathe in
Oh I breathe in
Oh I just don't let it out
But I wish these f*cking fireworks
Would just change my life
But I'm still making old mistakes
I can't fit in this new skin
I can't fit in this new skin
I can't fit in this new skin