How did I get here? Depression is consuming
I'm sitting at rock bottom and I got the wounds to prove it
I lost my job, my truck is broken down
I'm calling AAA, I need a tow, I need it now
I, need a f*cking miracle
Tap into my spiritual
Can anybody here me, God, am I just being cynical
Nah, I'm just being honest
Kick me while I'm down, you make it hard to keep my promise
But my faith so strong, my God, unshakable
F*ck you if you doubt, or don't think that I can make it you
Sound like everybody else, I swear its not original
And if the shoe fits, wear it, I ain't bout subliminal's
Tempers never minimal, not a lot faze me
I be sippin' clear, while the crowd be sippin' hazy
Can't be, weighted by opinions of the sheep
F*ck I look like, a lion losing sleep
I'm only venting, lettin' go of thinkin'
Lettin' all my thoughts come out every time I'm drinkin'
The smoke is thick and, think my mind is slippin'
Stress is overcoming but I swear I'm only venting
Raised with respect, I, never disrespect
And if I ever did it was because you thought I wouldn't check
Thought I'd let it slip
Maybe back in high school, way back then, but homie that me was a bitch
Damn, they say keep that shit 100
Lookin' back I didn't know the reason for my frontin'
Maybe it was honey's, it wasn't for the money
It wasn't for the hood, cause the hood never loved me
It wasn't for the fake ass friends that also fronted
Say they got your back, but turn on you, and start runnin'
Stop me if I'm lyin', growin' up I was the hunted
Now you in my crosshairs bitch, you had this shit comin'
Fake stuntin', you nothin'
All muscles, and bluffin'
No heart, soft as a muffin, straight out of the oven(Ugh)
Stop me if I'm lyin'
I thought so, now leave me to my writing
I'm only venting, lettin' go of thinkin'
Lettin' all my thoughts come out every time I'm drinkin'
The smoke is thick and, think my mind is slippin'
Stress is overcoming but I swear I'm only venting
I'm only venting, lettin' go of thinkin'
Lettin' all my thoughts come out every time I'm drinkin'
The smoke is thick and, think my mind is slippin'
Stress is overcoming but I swear I'm only venting