Brucce - Srugglin' Lyrics

A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
One won't leave me knocked so let's double it
Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit
Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling
F*ck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it
Put a little bit more for the f*ck of it
It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it
F*ck
I'm struggling, struggling, struggling
My hand shaking, I can't even light it
My hand quaking, I can't even fight it
Slurring my words, I can't hear when I speak
I'll have to accept that I might be a tweak
I look in the mirror, don't recognize me
I can't even sleep
How mental is strong and my body so weak
Losing weight cause I can't even eat
Got a face what I can't even see
Went through shivers and shakes when I put down the lean
Know my liver still laced, I see pink when I pee
And the river just race in my head since I spilt that last cup
If I don't got it, I'll take, no I don't give a f*ck
I just look in my face it's just pain since a pup
Look at pics from the past and I don't see no love
Look at pics in the present, and swear I see Doves
A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
One won't leave me knocked so let's double it
Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit
Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling
Pour more cause I can't get enough of it
I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the f*ck of it
It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it
F*ck
I'm struggling, struggling, struggling
I'm struggling, struggling, struggling
F*ck
A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
My hands shakin' I'm struggling
A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
One won't leave me knocked so let's double it
Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit
Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling
Pour more cause I can't get enough of it
I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the f*ck of it
It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it
F*ck
I'm struggling, struggling, struggling
I trauma dump my pain, but always end up with more baggage
Nigga, I'm trying to live lavish
How the f*ck I'm depressed and a savage
A new seal just got stretched and the Sprite was just added
Imagine back then I just called it a habit
Back then it was calming my brain
Now I'm known for this shit, niggas call me Deucce Wayne
All I know is struggle, strife, and pain
Through my whole life, it was darkness and rain
Always stayed in trouble, constantly blamed
So I put on the mask to get treated like Bane
Raviging the masses but don't care for fame
My face in the mix, so let's add in my name
No matter the prefix it's ending in Wayne
Just wait till I double the chain
A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
One won't leave me knocked so let's double it
Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit
Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling
F*ck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it
I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the f*ck of it
It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it
F*ck
Y'all don't know the struggle
Y'all don't know the struggle
To feel like you done lived your whole life in a bubble
To wanna feel a touch but disgusted by cuddles
Needed to be held but got no one to hug you
They push you into hell and to help they just drug you
Every dose to get better puts you close to death
Every time I wake up, there's something on my chest
Every time that I sleep, I never get no rest
I'm trying to be numb of it
A shot's not enough so I'm cuppin' it
F*ck
One won't leave me knocked so let's double it
Watchin' close to make sure my stomach hit
Help me pour my hands shakin' I'm struggling
F*ck it, pour more cause I can't get enough of it
I'm stuck--put a little bit more for the f*ck of it
It's a bug in my cup still not dumpin' it
F*ck
I'm struggling, I'm struggling, I'm struggling