Brucce - Still Double Cuppin' Lyrics

I really don't give one f*ck abt soul and barely myself
This shit been started from early before pain was rolled and I couldn't get help
Done took so much shit onna chin shorty if this my last day den jus sayin oh well
I remember at 9 years old in the room of my brain, put my feelings on the shelf
That was some shit I thought i'd never tell
F*ck it guess I'm trauma dumpin
I question how my heart still thumpin
Man deucce jus don't feel nothin
Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin
Numbin
Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin
My name is deucce cause I'm still double cuppin
My name bruce cause imma troop I'm always prepped and see shit comin
I'm like bruce because despite all my misfortune I'm still thumbin
I got the juice I'm bruce baggin models boot em after f*ckin
Looked in ha eyes and knew she feelin me it's yo bitch dat I had runnin
Louie belt gon hold utility I'm torchin shit you think you cunning
Reiteration bruce is deuce and deuce is bruce wayne
Better stay out my way cause I'm moving like 2 chains
I'll relieve you of yours cause I'm sick inna brain
Never say dat feel me we're never the same
I'm knowing these rap niggas gay and they lame
I stick ta myself and I stay in my lane
I grew up as a issue was always ta blame
Like ta sit by myself in the dark or the rain,
And pour deuces ah juices veins
I really tried putting it down to do better and change
Just look at me now I guess it was in vain
I look back on my life and remember my pain
I'm jus looking like how there is nun of myself dat remain
I really don't give one f*ck abt soul and barely myself
This shit been started from early before pain was rolled and I couldn't get help
Done took so much shit onna chin shorty if this my last day den jus sayin oh well
I remember at nine years old in the room of my brain, put my feelings on the shelf
That was some shit I thought I'd never tell
F*ck it guess I'm trauma dumpin
I question how my heart still thumpin
Man deucce jus don't feel nothin
Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin
Numbin
Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin
My name is deucce cause I'm still double cuppin
I'm still pouring up cause I still don't feel shit
How I'm tryna feel but numb till bliss ain't that a bitch, counter productive fits to best descript
Va got the scripts I needa fix, but I stay fit, can't grow the gut cause I don't give no opps no room fa hits
Know mover wit the blitz
Stopped rappin drills cause niggas cap
With allat rah when you do dat
Lil folks get back fa you get tapped I'm really tact
I'll leave em flat
I done lurked inna dark like I'm really the bat
Drenched black, matte
But I left that alone refuse to see a cell
Run up and I'm saying oh well
That was some shit I thought i'd never tell
F*ck it guess I'm trauma dumpin
I question how my heart still thumpin
Man deucce jus don't feel nothin
Was pouring deuces ta feel somethin
Numbing
Ain't feelin numb still feelin somethin
My name's deucce cause I'm still double cuppin