To Myself I Must Be True Video (MV)

I think I wanna fade away
Put myself out of touch
I find myself in overload
Dealing with too much

It doesn't make me happy
This breaking up with you
But I feel you're leaving me without a choice
To myself I must be true

I don't know if I can find my way
It seems I've got no place
I'm not sure if anyone would even notice
If I was gone without a trace

It doesn't make me happy
To always feel this blue
But i feel that I haven't got a choice
To myself I must be true

Another new year has come
To try for a new start
But I feel that it's too late
Deep within my heart

So much makes me anxious
It seems the world is falling down
With shattered faith and dreams my beacons in the night
I'm trying not to drown

It doesn't make me happy
And I don't know what to do
But I need to keep on trying
To myself I must be true