Trying to understand
Or struggling to forget?
At this moment I don't care
Laying in my bed
Nothing is the same
I wish I was more prepared
I want to realise
What is breaking my heart
So I won't have to hide
And then wake up inside
But it is really hard
When you can't live in stride
I think I'm giving up
Although it isn't right
I cannot comprehend
The voices in my head
They are driving me insane
I'm lacking strength
I'm crying out my stress
I wish I could handle this
I want to realise
What is breaking my heart
So I won't have to hide
And then wake up inside
But it is really hard
When you can't live in stride
I think I'm giving up
Although it isn't right
I want to realise
What is breaking my heart
So I won't have to hide
And then wake up inside
And though it is so hard
When you can't live in stride
I am not giving up
Because that isn't right