Brutal Wounds - Erotic Psychotic Lyrics

So here I am with my head in my hands again
A river of shame running through me
Another day done, I watch the sun disappear
And the night sets in
There's this maze in my mind and I can't seem to find
A way out of my own delusion
So I stagger around on the same old ground
Going crazy in all the confusion

I don't understand what came over us
The promises all turned to dust

The truth slips between
The cracks of all the things we left unsaid, the mistrust
And you look at at me like something the cat dragged in
Full of contempt and disgust
Love trickles away like sand through my fingers
As the boom that we we both living in
Went from good to bad then from bad to worse
Then got even more sad and went bust

I don't understand what came over us
The promises all turned to dust
Or is that the lie do I really know why?
Yeah is that the lie deep down do I really know why?
What we had was always going to die

So here I am with my heart in my mouth again
Blaming myself over you
Trying to wash all the stains of despair away
Trying to build something new
Somehow I lost the keys to the kingdom
Salvation long overdue
But the voices inside won't allow me to hide
From the venom that spits out of you

I don't understand what came over us
The promises all turned to dust
Or is that the lie do I really know why?
Yeah is that the lie deep down do I really know why?
What we had was always going to die

And now the end has come
There's nothing to be done
Now the end has come

So here I am going round and round again
Back to the same old song
Is this heaven or hell?
Well I'm too tired to tell if I'm right or I got it all wrong
That's how this thing works, you've thrown so much dirt
That I can't even see what's gone on anymore
It was all so erotic 'till you turned psychotic
If only I'd known what I'd let myself in for

I don't understand what came over you
The promises all turned to dust
Or is that the lie do I really know why?
Yeah is that the lie deep down do I really know why?
What we had was always going to die

And now the end has come
There's nothing to be done
Now the end has come