I'm losing my focus and losing my mind
And it's happening slowly, but just give it time
I won't be here forever, maybe I will
It's a catch 22, I'm at war with my will
I'm at war with the thoughts in my head
I'm at war with the demons in red
They won't be here tomorrow
Baby all our time is borrowed
Like it's lightning in a bottle
And I don't know what'll follow
I never remember how things really were
Mixing liquor with emotions no this shit don't really work
Lost in all the moments hoping I never get hurt
Sometimes I just go through motions, sometimes I don't have the words
But right now I'm screaming
Who is with me, I'm still wishing on a star
All my life I've really never been too far
Who is with me, I'm still wishing on a star
All my life I've really never been too far