Is our picture still the background of your phone
Can I see it just to make sure you were happy then
And I see you sitting there
With his fingers in your hair
And you need time
To be alone
And you're probably not as bad as you seem
I'm just angry and insufferable
Tidal waves of grieve
Tell me how I'm s'posed to sleep
Tell me how many times of day
You've looked at me and ever felt happy
And I know im bad
To be who im supposed to be
Tidal waves and history
All coming back and crashing down on me
And I see you there
Hoping you might be scared
My guardian angels on vacation
My flannel will keep me warm
I feel so afraid
Of the things you have to say
And you need time
To be alone
And you're probably not as bad as you seem
I'm just angry and insufferable
Tidal waves of grieve
Tell me how I'm s'posed to sleep
Tell me how many times of day
You've looked at me and ever felt happy
And I know im bad
To be who im supposed to be
And we are standing here
Still I feel may stomach in my chest
What do I say
When I can't tell the truth