Home for the week
A semi-embarrassed
Check up on your friends
That you kinda forgot about
Struggle to speak
Conversation clunkier
Than what you remember
But you don't remember
When you would sit in
Your car for an hour
The parking lot lights start
Exposing your cowardice
Circling feelings you can't
Shake the shame from
The more that you hurt
The better you
The better you get
Ahh
The better you
The better you get
Ahh
The better you
Take me and leave
Drive me down the coast
The smell alone will cut the panic out
Topics I forgot about
Lacing our speech
Padding out the time while I'm
Trying to apologise
But can't get it out
Ok
Who are you to remember
Your own imperfect reflections
On all your calculated missteps
The more that you hurt
The better you
The better you get
Ahh
The better you
The better you get
Ahh
The better you get
I've been walking back
Every way that I could've said it
And oh
Oh I get that you're trying
And it's progress
But this time I won't wait up
This time I won't wait up
This time I won't wait up