Bryce Cube - 40 Bars of Recent Struggle Lyrics

Livin out my car
Man i thought i'd be a star
Birds chirpin in the mountaintops
Bugs bitin now i got more scars
From scratchin like i'm comin down from meth
Mama i'm just trynna do my best
Pour my music from my chest
4 hours of sleep
In my backseat
Marqouis
Two nights in a hotel it was kinda cheap
But it got me off the street
Inkeeper got me kinda creeped
By the way he handed me the key

Got stopped by a cop
Askin what im doin pulled off in the shoulder
Told her all my burdens like 100 lbs boulder
Told my mama man i wish it were colder
Sweatin everynight, got no gas to turn on the motor

Lookin for love but i come up empty
Is it cause im a lefty
Or that im heavy
Is it because i am ready?
For a life with a wife
And a couple of kids
I dont know what the hell it is

Workin for a paycheck
So i can have the latest tech
My life and fate wrecked
I just gotta have a great neck
Put my foot in the door
God knows whats in store
I have a hunger for more
These kinds of songs make me snore

But i use my lyrics as an instrument
My past is not so innocent
Went thru hell and tore a ligament
But my God is faithful and so magnificent

I dont have 4 pennies to my name
I got a fanbase to gain
So i can some money and some fame
Music is in my veins
And i know that sounds lame
But if you slit my wrist
You can hear a 160 quarter note proclaim