Verse 1:
Got me up late night
Need some balance malice on my head right now yeah
Only see the red lights what I look like loving you when you really don't care.
Kinda feeling one sided on God
I can tell you really not here
Losing my mind
Maybe these signs really not there
I got some trust issues
Only one I trust is you
I just need to go through yo phone
To see if what I'm feeling is true.
You can take all my time and money
Just don't take advantage of me
My thoughts gone lead to my destruction
I blame you for nothing
Hook:
I'm afraid I'm no good for you
I'm afraid I'm afraid
Girl it pains me to watch you leave
But I'll hurt you if you stay
Told me you had a bad feeling from the jump
You want me bad baby this ain't what you want
I'm in my head tryna put these thoughts to bed
They just keep on waking up
It ain't fair that I fear love
It ain't fair that I fear love
It ain't fair that I fear (fear)
Verse 2:
Reciprocity we make love but I feel like we never make time
I keep questioning loyalty but all I really need is reminding
I put soo much pressure on you
Making assumptions I do
(I do I do)
I plead insanity finding it hard to breath
I need your energy
Proceed to plant the seed of vanity
You my family need your honesty my own enemy
Why
Can't I fight these demons inside
Too many wrongs to make right.
Hook:
I'm afraid I'm no good for you
I'm afraid I'm afraid
Girl it pains me to watch you leave
But I'll hurt you if you stay
Told me you had a bad feeling from the jump
You want me bad baby this ain't what you want
I'm in my head tryna put these thoughts to bed
They just keep on waking up
It ain't fair that I fear love
It ain't fair that I fear love
It ain't fair that I fear (fear)