Thoughts dancing 'round my mind, fading in and out at times
Losing control of my lil life, and I might lose it all
Why can't I have control, then I found a way to cope, aw yeah
Music my hero, don't need the cups no more, might've found the cure
Stopped thinking 'bout the broken hearts I've left in the past
And how every brutal moment felt forever
When life moved so fast
And I was doing fine without ya,
Did you have to come back
When life felt better (than it did),
Did you have to f*ck it up again remind me of my sins
Get under all my skin so I can never forget, I was doing fine without ya
I need a moment for myself, I'm high in another realm
F*ckers around me got competition for their belts
Do you know how it felt, you know how it felt
I was in cell when my mama was crying for help
Bitch, I was raised in hell, I got nothin' to tell
I called every f*cker bro before my bro got me through hell
(I just need to chill, I just need to chill)
I just need some to recover without them pills
I just need to heal, I don't wanna take them pills
Yeah, maybe I love you still, and forget you yeah I will
I'm goin' kill for kill, I'm gonna seal the deal
'Cause baby, I know the drill, love nowadays just ain't real
And I was doing fine without ya, did you have to come back
When life felt better (than it did), did you have to f*ck it up again
Remind me of my sins, get under all my skin so I can never forget
Oh, I was doing fine without ya
It's another problem today
Another rainy day
We should go on different lanes
'Cause I don't play your games
And I want you to be my main
But I still hate your name
Could you be mine today
Could you be my Mary Jane
And I miss you being with me, talking about your friends
Running, crying, looking for me they let you down again
And I didn't mean to be mean when I said you ain't a 10
I got tired of talking to you now I'll talk to my pen
And I was doing fine without ya, did you have to come back
When life felt better (than it did), did you have to f*ck it up again
Remind me of my sins, get under all my skin so I can never forget
Oh, I was doing fine without ya