Buck Young - Bell Jar of Whiskey Lyrics

My old man left for the city and I'm feelin bad
Might have been I was lying but he said he'd miss me like mad
But I'm pained by a sickness that's a lot less sacred than love
The truth of my nature is numbness fits me like a glove

I've never been given a reason to live life this way
But every morning I open my eyes and see grey
And there's always been a man around me to tell me I'm fine
But the truth is none of them seemed worth more to me than a dime

So here I sit in the twilight of life
Crushing my pain with a colt 45
Whiskey pours down from the hole in the sky
I'll tell you right now I don't care if I die

Whatever you thought this would be
You're not getting nothing from me

Twisted tea burning a hole in me