Plan A Video (MV)

It's gettin lonely and I ain't even scratch the surface
I'm swimming with the sharks i been surfing
Got me reflecting and prayin it's all worth it
They say give it up if I don't make it out by 30
Wrist and neck dancin gettin sturdy
Black and white diamonds on this McFlurry
I been eating big lately gettin chunky
Gave up on the potion my system was dirty
I been goin down hill and nobody noticed
I can't make it nowhere throwin back these perkys
I see myself dyin I been hurting
This a memoir of my motherf*ckin journey
Crashed the whip I had to hire an attorney
I had to look back onnit it was humbling
Dozin off i lost all controlling
Been put the weed down I had to stop rolling
Striked out hit for ten like I'm bowling
I'm still on plan a selling this clothing
Dropped outta school but I'ma still get my diploma
I'm 23 now I can't be out here stalling
I wouldn't say ima good example for the youth
I'm inspirational though that's the truth
Pray I die after my momma
I don't want her to see closed curtains
I'ma make it out either way I'm determined
Trynna spread this money long and watch it flourish
Wasn't shit handed to me I had to earn it
Worked my ass off for this shit i feel like I deserve it
It's gettin lonely and I ain't even scratched the surface
I'm not even trynna swim with the sharks I'm surfing
Got me reflecting and prayin that it's all worth it
They say give it up if I don't make it out by 30
Wrist and neck dancin gettin sturdy
Black and white diamonds on this McFlurry
I been eating big lately gettin chunky
Gave up on the potion my system was dirty
This an apology momma I'm sorry
A lot come with this rap shit my momma gettin worried
I'm not inna rush to go nowhere I'm not inna hurry
I appreciate everything you do for me
Maybe one day I can put you in a house
Probably bora bora somewhere outside the country
When the album drop ima be drug free
Too much bull shit in the rap industry
I think we can all agree
Building this dream I been focusing on me
I gotta make it big I feel a 9-5 ain't worth it
Finding ways to get rich I been searching
Finally makin it to the top the tables is turning
That plushed out mansion starting to sound perfect
Pour me up a cup of water I'm getting thirsty
All the shit these niggaz talkin bout don't concern me
I'm trynna put stamps onna passport
I'm out here overseas exploring
Remember sleepin onna floor wit roaches
I ain't make it to the league yet but I been scoring
Ima great man I never said i was perfect
I'm a leader of a organization I'm important