Buddha the Enlightened One - Message for My Ex Lyrics

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This a message for my current and my future ex
I got shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stressed
I can't keep acting like this shit is okay
You were the reason I am back to my old ways
You were the reason that I needed this space
You are the reason that I'm out of D'usse
I'm killing it
I don't feel nothing now I'm feeling it

Knowing that I'm far from perfect
Knowing that this barely worth it
How the f*ck I find this love and wasn't even searching
Investing so much into something that wasn't working?
F*ck it, I guess it's my fault, I'm wrong, I'll take the blame
Selflessness is something that I claim
But that shit brought me pain
Selfishness is what the f*ck I'm on now
Karma ain't the only bitch that comes around
But karma ain't the only bitch I made come
Karma ain't the only bitch that knows where I came from
I put the sex in the 8 1
I got regrets and I hate 'em
I got the problems and I made 'em
I wanna solve 'em but I'm busy getting laid up
How can I solved em in my head while I'm getting head
Why the f*ck you leave mark if it wasn't permanent
Wrote me off like you're a journalist, but I'm used to this so

This a message for my current and my future ex
I got shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stressed
I can't keep acting like this shit is okay
You were the reason I am back to my old ways
You were the reason that I needed this space
You are the reason that I'm out of D'usse
I'm killing it
I don't feel nothing now I'm feeling it

I would rather be unhappy with myself than unhappy with you
I would rather speak my truths in the booth
I don't wanna hold my tongue when it's hot, like a dog I let it loose
But you were ducking me like duck, duck, goose
Running circles, hate that game as much as I did in my youth
Yeah you were the bomb but you were so hard to diffuse
Who am I to blame, I'm the same, so what is my excuse
Got some bad habits to change but I'm so deep in this loop
Now it isn't picture-perfect but it's in the frame
Best friends turned to enemies
Pain gave us energy
Not enough to walk away
You know I had to turn up then you turned away
You knew I was down until you let me down
You know I was proud before you made me proud
I wouldn't let it out I wouldn't let it go
Cause when I'm feeling low I keep it on the low
So

This a message for my current and my future ex
I got shit I need to get off my chest
I've been stressed
I can't keep acting like this shit is okay
You were the reason I am back to my old ways
You were the reason that I needed this space
You are the reason that I'm out of D'usse
I'm killing it
I don't feel nothing now I'm feeling it