Buddha the Enlightened One - Worth Lyrics

This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more
This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more

Yeah, I mean it was worth it like two days ago
But that was just before I tried to hit your phone, you hit ignore
And at that I said f*ck that shit, it is not worth it, it's clear
You don't want to be here with me
And I see the pain in your eyes, not when you look at me or in my direction
I don't regret my selection, more so my decisions
And the choices made when I was with you
Selfishness is something that I learned from you
Everyone is scared to be claimed cause when there's pain it's all external blame
And internal shame, no internal change
I've been burning eternal flames for you, till you put 'em out
Got me tryna figure out what love is all about
Is it trusting your significant other doesn't have any inconspicuous lovers
Disapproving mothers, trust issues with their fathers, having a past that still bothers
This is stuff that we can work out together and never worry about ever again

This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more
This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more

Yeah, it f*cks my head up, cause we had both been fed up
You were tryna step out while I was tryna step up
Backwards is how we moving ain't that shit silly looking
Tried to hit a 180, the tires cooking
I remember texting paragraphs, thinking that'll make it work
But you weren't getting context so that shit only made it worse
Your responses lacked reassurance on my assumptions, that made it hurt
I remember face-to-face was all we needed at first
But now that's the last thing either one of us wanting
Can't keep that 100 w me, don't even flaunt it
Can't taint it if you ain't put a claim or name on it
Shit probably won't ever be the same to be honest, but honestly
That's some shit that I can't be worried about no longer
Fighting a stagnant battle that only makes me feel stronger
Cause when I'm in that pussy it makes me feel stronger, got me going longer

This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more
This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more

This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more
This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more

This ain't, something to ignore
I just don't think it's worth fixing no more

Yeah my heart is feeling broken, misused
Broke to pieces that can't be infused
This is pain that I can't reduce
This is pain that you induced
Ain't felt your hands in a while, still feeling abused
Beat up mentally, got me thinking confused
Ain't seeing or thinking clearly my consciousness is misconstrued
Shit doesn't see to come together when it comes to you
And this shit is getting hard to handle
My mental stability has been feeling dismantled
My heart has been feeling mishandled
Like it's been held over a flame or a candle
Something's burning baby
Good karma just hasn't been returning lately
And that's on me baby