FUCK THEY'RE TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK FAKE
GOD DAMMIT
Can you ignore the way it seems that every mistake
Slowly eats away at my brain until I go insane
Regret fuels every move I make
Struggle to find the words to say
Exactly what it is I need to say
Can I ignore the way every breath that I take
Brings me closer to an end
I seem to fear all the same
Convinced there's no redemption
For me to face my stubborn heart
After all I'm still the one to blame
How much more can I take?
Bleach my bones burn my soul
Make me feel something that isn't alone
Rip my head from my neck
The only decision that I won't regret
At least I've convinced myself that
I wanna feel something more
I wanna see what's in store
In this fading life
Tired of living in darkness
In hopes that I'll see the light
I don't know what it is but I f*cking hate it