Sadclownclub Video (MV)

Who told you
It'd be easy loving me
Cuz I know I never
Verified that information
Don't be surprised when I leave you on read
For asking how my day was
Cuz I know
You'd never understand
But I will try
To give you the benefit of the doubt
Cuz at least you try
To listen to me when I'm loud
Now I know
Who to go to when I need a hug
But you're not the reason
That I still sing these stupid songs
I never said that
It'd be super easy getting to know me
Cuz I know
I don't break my walls down that easily
Yes I'm a Cancer sun with
A Leo rising
But that doesn't mean
That I always behave badly
But I will try
To give you the benefit of the doubt
Cuz at least you try
To listen to me when I'm loud
Now I know
Who to go to when I need a hug
But you're not the reason
That I still sing these stupid songs
It's so stupid to believe that
I could ever be something more
Cuz every time I try to pick up the pieces
I break down, and I look like a clown
But I will try
To give you the benefit of the doubt
Cuz at least you try
To listen to me when I'm loud
Now I know
Who to go to when I need a hug
But you're not the reason
That I still sing these stupid songs
No, you're not the reason
That I still sing these stupid songs