Where do I start I'm like a spark in the basement of your heart
I'm the one idea yeah the one that ripped your family apart
I'm a lie that you conceived I was convenient when you needed me to believe
I'm a lot like you I bet you wish you were a lot like me
Unable to connect you saved your quarters and you placed that call collect
Tied your shoes and made your bed guilt tastes exactly like regret
39 could have been 40 but it should have been more
I am the ocean you are the shore
Waiting for another life I'll see ya when you reach the door
And I will rejoice as we both are reborn
Your sickness marked the weakening I get the feeling this is sinking
Like you threw it in my face 11 years out exploring space
This isn't the exit I had planned if you can't forgive I'd understand
I'm aware of the all out fall out I'm aware we'll all be found out at some point
There's nothing left for me
I pray that I'm more than your body
39 could have been 40 but it should have been more
I am the ocean you are the shore
Waiting for another life I'll see ya when you reach the door
And I will rejoice as we both are reborn
We can't live
We can't
We can't live
Together
But we can die
We can die together
And if we die
If we die together we'll live, we'll live together forever
39 could have been 40 but it should have been more
I am the ocean you are the shore
Waiting for another life I'll see ya when you reach the door
And I will rejoice as we both are reborn