Buk Joe - Can't Let It Go Lyrics

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go

I remember way bacc, when I was just a youngin
Posted on the blocc cops and robbers with my cuhzzins
Grandparents raised us all, we was all that we had
When Grandma passed away man that shit hurt me bad
Grandpa still alive he been goin thru some thangs
Got diagnosed with cancer, thank God they took it away
My world fell apart when they made a split decision
Either let him fade away, or try to keep him livin
He in the hospital doing good but it's rough
Barely sleepin, when I'm not with him I'm at work and it's tough
Cuhz I gotta make a livin, and be there for him to
Yok mue kuen every day while I pray saa tu
I just want my grandpa home cuhz that shits been hard
I ain't felt like this since grandma's passing broke my heart
I'm searching for a meaning just to keep me afloat
I know I gotta keep it pushing but this pain I can't let go

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go

So many numbers in my phone, I only talk to a few
I got the plug, I got my locs and my family too
But who the fucc is around when I'm feeling so lost
They tell me go to church and just pray for the cause
I prayed and I prayed til I couldn't no more
And I cried and I cried ended up on the floor
My heart started to hurt I felt it breaking to pieces
They say G's don't cry that's just a weak ass thesis
You ever lost someone you love? tell me all about it
And you think you know it all until you have no knowledge
Your loved ones dead and gone and now you paying homage
So we burn one in the sky getting lit like wattage
Rest In Peace to the ones that aint here
Go and raise your glass up and drink a beer
Cuhz life's too short for what we go thru
And that's the realest shit that Buk Joe ever told you

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go

I been going thru some thangs
I been feeling all this pain... but I just can't let it go
I been out here day and night
Tryna make it alright, but this pain I can't let it go