At 13 I was introduced to Rita
The only girl there for me thought She was a keeper
I was in 8th grade I was rocking dirty Sneakers
And my jacket by Addidas
I was struggling with teachers
And the classmates
Got into a fight suspended for 5 days
Nobody was understanding my pain Rita was tryna help me focus
Making sure nobody notice
When I got off task
Grandma yelling bout my habits
She was on my ass
About me skipping lunch and dinner
Like I'm on my fast
When I was consuming Rita
She consumed me back
Emaciated
I'm waiting for her to kick in
She swimming in my system
We stopped talking thought it was The end
Til we were on and off then on again Then off again
I broke it off for good when there Was no benefits for me
'Nother woman that was medicine to Me
Woman after woman
Drug after drug
They both the same too me
They don't help me much
First it was Rita
I messed With Addy too
And Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
See what Abby do
See what Abby do
Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
See what Abby do
See what Abby do
Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
Woman after woman
Drug after drug
They both the same too me
They don't help me much
First it was Rita
I messed With Addy too
And Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
At 17 I was introduced to Addy
My senior year of high school
Year was moving fastly
Grandma worried cuz I'm off to College as an Aspie
She don't think my social quandaries Would honestly get past me
Addy was the type of girl to get in my Head
1st period would start I'm showing Up at the end
Was always reticent to go cuz I was Missing first period
But Grandma thinks that she's the One
But honestly she did me none
Broke it off with her
Like 3 months in
Grandma worries that I'm not able to Function
I find myself stuck with Abby
2 years later
The school thinks that I'm a threat
Things are getting major
I took a chance because people were Dictating what I had
Rita Addy Abby same thing same Class
Broke it off for good when there was No benefits for me
'Nother woman that was medicine to Me
Ritalin Adderall Abilify
There to help me keep me healthy But I'm never feeling right
1 tab in the morning
1 tab in the night
No imaginary friends in sight
Ritalin Adderall Abilify
There to help me keep me healthy But I'm never feeling right
1 tab in the morning
1 tab in the night
No imaginary friends in sight
Woman after woman
Drug after drug
They both the same too me
They don't help me much
First it was Rita
I messed With Addy too
And Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
See what Abby do
See what Abby do
Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do
See what Abby do
See what Abby do
Now I gotta wait
To see what Abby do