I can't freakin stand everything
About this facility god
I pray I get out of here from this atmosphere I don't want to stay here to rot
They be supervising every little thing you do
How many hours you sleep the time you eat your food
Gotta go to all the meeting what they teach is cool
But I don't wanna stay here
I wanna be in school
Psychiatrist made an extension because of the new medication they testing on me
Tuesday then Wednesday then Thursday Im staying In gone and they letting me be
Telling you I gotta leave
But it's not as that easy as it seems
I gotta not be anxious gotta have some patients and I gotta keep my nose clean
I can do that
I don't wanna carry 2 gats
I don't do that bullcrap
They they say I do
I pray my new roomie's ain't a fool
This urge to leave is unshakable
All I do all day
Is play search words and play uno
Play boards games with a bored face
And just pray they tell me "hey, you go"
I just hope my suite mates know where I've been
Or co workers know where I've been
I don't go to bed much but with the pill they prescribed I'll be there by 10
That's the only peace that I got
Now I gotta sleep more a whole lot
Damn they extended my time in this facility I wish this pain would stop!
They keep me longer they don't think I'm fit to leave
Just let me out
(Let me out)
Let me out
(Let me out)
Outside I'll be smilin but inside I feel I wanna scream and shout
(Scream and shout)
Scream and shout
(Scream and shout)
Everyone in this facility is in they mid twenties at least
Pretty we'll liked I'm the youngest here I'm the only one who's 19
They range from mid twenties to their sixties
I just hear stories that they say
I tell them all my problems
And they all say
That I'm not a menace
That I'm okay
I just wished the higher ups knew
That I'm as innocuous as they come
Tell them if there is a problem that's a violent deal then I would drop the fists and then run
Tell them that I'm not a nutcase who punches walls
That I don't feel like I'll be jumped at all
And I'm on the phone with the dial tones and I wish somebody just calls
Penitentiary penitentiary
Not the pen but it sure is mentally
I think healthily
That's unlike everybody here who thinks
I think felony
They think everything about columbine
Or Virginia tech
Real quick
But they didn't know That I'm really born from a good path and that's real ish
2 supportive parents grandma and my father
They be calling so much low key I be bothered
And I got a brother keeping tabs
They critiquing me and help me with the raps
I be doing
I'm a good kid but I'm looked at as a threat
Now I'm heavy thinking of all the stories that might have lead up to what's next