Bundy Santana - ISLAND Lyrics

Leave me alone, come back I lied
Don't mind me, can't make my mind
Don't mind me, lemme take my time
I don't know what I want 'cause I'm fried
I don't keep no one close, I be private
I need structure, company, guidance
I need love, support, and non-violence
I came in this bitch saying"Hold up, hold up"
Ain't never had it easy, my nigga I'm troubled
I was 14 using 13 knuckles
I was 15, razor in my teeth, please don't choke
16 I was MDD diagnosed
So what?
Man, I don't know much but I know this blunt gon' take away the pain
(I hope)
I'm in a sandlot sitting in the center of the ocean
The boats just pass on by
And everyone aboard come see me from time to time
But when they leave me at night, I cry
'Cause don't nobody wanna stay
What more I gotta say?
It's a heavy ass feeling I live with
Flick this Bic on the paper and the leaves I twist
If it can't get fixed, I get lifted
Imma go ghost on niggas and start drifting
Everybody turned on me, they act different
F*ck it, imma burn that bridge, I don't miss this
It's never my turn to win, I'm not gifted
This is my island safe space
Where nothing special take place
I hate when people come through
They never wanna stay, stay, stay
Stay away
I been telling everybody they can stay away
'Til that lonely feeling come and I get ate away at
And I beg 'em for they company a later day (facts)
I fade away often
Feeling like a dead man walking
Ghost nigga all in my coffin
La Flaquita she be speaking to me often
She said I'm protected as long as I clean out her water
Who am I but a hypocrite spitter?"Bundy Santana that ignorant nigga""He hide from the public""He running with riches""He probably outside trying to f*ck with some bitches"
Whole time I'm in the crib washing dishes
Whole time I'm in the crib acting distant
Whole time I be forgetting I'm gifted
'Cause everyone else still forget I exist, man
Everyone else still forget I exist
Everyone else still forget I exist
Everyone else still forget I exist
I know my real life is better than this