BY FUTILITY Video (MV)

I should be used to it by now, by now
So why does this pain still linger 'til now, 'til now?
I don't know where to go, no way back home
I've been lost since before I knew myself
Don't know what to do, nothing is true
Maybe it's best let go and remove myself

Everything turns blue
(Why even bother?)
Everything turns blue

I don't know what to do with myself
In this wasteland haunting, no help
Wasteland doll, I'm in hell
But in the end it's all the same
Live by futility, hoping it will change
Live by futility, but in the end it's all the-

(Why even bother?)
(Why even bother?)
I'll never be like you

Wish I could be like you
Why even bother?
Wish I could be like you

How can I hold onto hope
When I am stuck within despair throes?
How can I hold onto hope
When everything is gone and no one knows?
Why even bother?
Why even bother?