Disintegrate Video (MV)

You love to make me choke, want me to choke to death?
You think you're everything, a coward you reflect
What an epitome, to breach such disconnect
Those pale malevolent eyes, can't see the truth in depth
I'm oh so sick of this shit, I need to cast away
Because I was up all f*cking night thinking about the same flaws
That I've had in my head, for some f*cking time
Why can't you ever justify that what you've done is not right?
Time walks away then stands by me, with thoughts I can't eliminate
Intrusive visions spiraling within that won't disintegrate
(I hate this)
If you were to choke, I'd let you choke to death
With not a thought or care, I'd let you catch your breath
Wish I could cut your wings, cause you've flown way too far
Think you're the prophet unseen, I'll show you who you are
Why you inflict all this shit, I f*cking contradict
A slave to the show and I will never be a f*cking host
Die, I'm a mess I'll confess, one day you'll be next
Try to succeed, I'm pushing, but you keep pulling me