Lead me on and then let me down
I hit the ground running to a river and drowned my emotions from pictures I couldn't figure out
Get out of my head, I'm fed up
F*ck my luck, I'm alone now I can't run
Who am I? What am I supposed to be?
Everything that you'll never want from that f*cker me
Here I die from mental images alive
Thinking you're still by my side, reality is a lie
I need to plan an escape from the things inside my mind burning me awake
Why don't you want me?
Neglected from all I've ever wanted
Rape my serenity everything is ascension
It's this senseless hypertension burning me without kerosene
Hate in heredity, fed up with all the tyranny
F*ck all the insecurities hurting that you had served me
I've been yearning for the day to show you my anatomy
I've been digging my own grave within a field of apathy
Omit, I need to get a grip and let go
But I have many questions as to why you left me all alone