I swear to end this
I swear to end this now
I fade away stacking day upon every f*cking day
I've lost myself in the blood of heavy f*cking April rains
Mistakes are made regret the weight
Regret. This weight. Hangs one foot in the f*cking grave
My back, a lifelong scarring. It never f*cking heals.
Through the sores of embedded f*cking knives
I suffer everyday just to deal.
Back pocket full of broken hearts and I don't feel a f*cking thing
I've tried to shed this mark but I just can't shake its f*cking stain
The shards of this cut through this longing wrist
The shards of a broken heart cut through this longing wrist
I suffer everyday just to deal. I'm fighting everyday just to feel.