BVDLVD - NUMB Lyrics

I just turn a blind eye to myself
No feelings left to give, I don't know how
Tunneled emotions
I'm numb to the pain, numb to the pain

Nicotine inside of me, can't quit it
It's hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe
It's hard to breathe, it's hard to breathe
This weed, it don't help me, it just makes me forget
Oh, no, no, I wake up and just put on a smile and pretend (I pretend, I pretend)
I bleed, and I bleed but I keep it on the inside
No, you ain't got the invite (no, you ain't got the invite)
No, you ain't got the invite, no (no, you ain't got the invite)
(Deep in my mind, know I coulda tried harder)
(Coulda stayed in school, would've been smarter)

Hearts, I wish I coulda broke them faster
Patch it up and move on from the past, yeah
Plasters cover my bones from the answers
Roaches under the carpet, I'm starving

I just turn a blind eye to myself
No feelings left to give, I don't know how
Tunneled emotions
I'm numb to the pain, numb to the pain

Wow, how my life turned around? Really done did my sound
Never used to have these P's, never used to have this crowd
Like how? Really gonna get this now
Ain't nobody gonna keep me down, I keep myself from ever moving ground
I retaliate, gotta kick the bad habits, gotta stay awake
Wanna step a foot outside but the body ache
I ain't tryna get the slice that somebody ate
If I ever did you wrong, then I'm sorry, mate
I apologize, I was in a sorry state
I don't wanna victimize, I'ma keep it straight
I ain't tryna summarise all my mistakes, I'll save that for another day

I just turn a blind eye to myself
No feelings left to give, I don't know how
Tunneled emotions
I'm numb to the pain, numb to the pain