Bwvlf - I Am Lyrics

Had a hard time
Had to put this into words
Had to pick myself up from being in the dirt
Had to make two words rhyme for you to get it? Sure
Get insured
But do you get the message? Sure
Did i do it? I don't know, it was all a blur
All I know is I blacked out, woke up in my house with a bunch of black ink on my fitted shirt
Ice, ice, wrist is froze, water cold, bitches cold
I don't know Every thing is cold, but your bank account is froze huh?
Rudolph got a red ass nose huh?
I rap better everybody knows huh?
The only thing you trap is a bunch of rats hiding in the kitchen of your nasty ass home huh?

F*ck what it was
It's all about what it is now
F*ck who I was
It's all about who I is now
Forgot who you was
Nobody gives a rat's ass or two damn shits now
Know I'm the one, the son of a gun
I do this for fun, you better run

I had to make amends
With myself just to write again
We get it that you love your fits
But do they make them in men's?
F*ck a white picket fence
I love barbed wire where I park the Benz
Now the bar's higher, use some common sense
Like my words smoked some pot in the literal sense
I used to drown myself all in this stress
I used to get called up to clean up your mess
I never wanted this completely honestly
I'm only godly to save my own ass
But it's working now, everyone friendly now
They wanna be my family now
My phone no longer dry as Canada now
I know you'll find my words more valuable now

F*ck what it was
It's all about what it is now
F*ck who I was
It's all about who I is now
Forgot who you was
Nobody gives a rat's ass or two damn shits now
Know I'm the one, the son of a gun
I do this for fun, you better run

Let me slow this down
I'm confused
You want me
To love you?
Some quick math
For your ass
Two worst me's
Equals you
Somehow you think the world is yours
Did God give it to you? Nah, you're a joke
Admit it
I'm a sick kid
I wrote addicted
Who did? yeah a dick did
I'm gifted, li-li-li-li-li-lifted
This time this shit is different
You wanna be in the game?
You gon' need some real raps for admission