I'm tryna run from the handgun
Who is my mum?
I don't want her to become
Another stranger, no income
Compensating damages
Up in my cranium
Who am I?
'Bout to jump
Call me by my alias
Why am I so carefree?
Wondering "Who is he?"
Suffering can't you see
This was never mean to be
Why am I afraid to die?
Cross my fingers, Suicide
I was running from a handgun
Tryna have some fun
But instead I played dumb
Now it's back to square one
Contemplating what just happened
Feeling like my soul's abandoned
Cut my wrists and leave me hangin'
This life is just too demandin'
Why was I so carefree?
Wondering "Who was he?"
Suffered, now can't you see
That was never meant to be
Why am I afraid to die?
Cross my fingers, Suicide
Hold my hand we're gonna die
With the angels 'bout to fly
Self-esteem gettin' low
But the expectations runnin' high
I'm tryna run from the handgun
Who is my mum?
I don't want her to become
Another stranger, no income
Hold my hand we're gonna die
With the angels 'bout to fly
Self-esteem gettin' low
But the expectations runnin' high
I was running from a handgun
Tryna have some fun
But instead I played dumb
Now it's back to square one