Unstable ground
Constantly the run around
Straight line the sorrow
Without a single sound
Here I lay
As things become clear as day
This high's the closest
Thing to love I'll chase
Feel sorry for yourself
'Til it rips through your veins
Then feel nothing at all
For those whose lives you've stripped away
Then you stumble back home
Fall asleep in your bed
Prepared to never wake again
Racing mind
Uneasy feeling all the time
Key in the lock
Solace to leave me blind
Lie awake
Delusioned dreaming keeps me safe
This denial's
All that holds me sane
Feel sorry for yourself
'Til you see that mistake
Then you pass on the blame
To the sick and deranged
Then you look in the mirror
Immune to what you see
Prepared to live
In a fallacy
I'm sorry for things that
You think I did to you
But you were absent when I
Needed you the most
I'm in too deep now
I can't get out
There's been too much to weigh me down
I can't get out
Feel nothing but a shell
As the mars lights approach
That mistake is dead and gone
There's a knife to your throat
Then you look in the mirror
Horrified by what you see
Then you turn to the bottle
Stumble back to your bed
And you're prepared
To never wake again