Bøy in Blue - Symptoms Lyrics

The ocean looks smaller than it did yesterday
We look to the horizon, knowing full well
We'll never make it anyway
I don't think I loved you (No I didn't love you)
Because I can't love myself
It's a f*cked up world that I shouldn't help
Not with this decline in health
And oh, I can feel it I've got symptoms again
I've lost my way and I need a friend
I think that love's made me sick I don't know what I'm gonna do
But when I figure it out
I'll come crawling back
Crawling back to you
I never did like the sound of my own voice
I convinced myself
You wouldn't like it either
I'm chasing dreams that shouldn't be chased
Unfixing myself more
Day by day
Got a price to pay
And oh, I can feel it I've got symptoms again
I've lost my way and I need a friend
I think that love's made me sick I don't know what I'm gonna do
But when I figure it out I'll come crawling back
Crawling back to you
Infectious, senseless, I'm better off dead
Contagious, ungracious, sick in my head
Retching, unsettling, pain's no longer fair
Every beginning must reach an end
And oh, I can feel it I've got symptoms again
I've lost my way and I need a friend (I need a friend)
I think that love's made me sick I don't know what I'm gonna do
But when I figure it out I'll come crawling back
Crawling back to you