Bygone - I Don't Know How to Love Anymore Lyrics

Killin' me slowly, I swore an oath to never break that hope
That we could be together, that whoever
I could love, I could see as forever
You broke my heart, know it's kinda complicated
And it ain't your fault, our love wasn't worth lasting
But you took all the passion
But it feels like a part of me
Is a little harder on what my body likes to perceive

Everything we promised, you started smoking weed
I started hitting these dranks, so maybe you'd realize that it ain't the same
But now it ain't about you, and it ain't about us
It's just about me, and everything

I just have to admit to the world, one thing
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore

I've never felt so confused, staring in the mirror
With the blissfulness glooms
Stare into someone's eyes
I don't feel that spark
Lust, just fuels a rampage in my mind
Telling me I should not give a f*ck
Stuck in wanderlust, he always a better man, and I'm the runner up
See me at my weakest, drinking every week and
What are we trying to prove?
I'm just trying to play it cool
But not for the same reasons

I ain't looking to you for love
I am just looking at you to f*ck
If I am being honest
I don't know how to love, anymore
I don't know how to love, anymore

To good mornings and to goodnights
Every time you drove home from my place I had to pray you were alright
We went shopping for clothes, you took me to your parents' house
Even talked about one day you playing my spouse

I told you my fears, and all my stories
You always listened and never said I was boring
With you I was on a high always soaring
I saw you everyday
My favorite moments were ordering you coffee bean
Thought I scored well in this love lottery
We were building something up no pottery

I spent all my time
Wasted all my love
And you never gave it back
And that's okay, but you shattered everything
I don't want it to go down the same way
I don't feel emotions for anyone like I did before
Yet you managed to break my heart

Now let me restart
Let me find my way
Through these trenches
I'm on the side court and I'm sitting on these benches
Just a wreck and
Trying to fix this mess and
I don't know where I'm going anymore

If I'm being honest with you
I wanna love the same
But I really don't know how to love anymore, anymore, anymoew

I don't know what say, I don't know what to do
I've just been going through struggles
If this is what love puts you through
Maybe I don't wanna love anymore
Maybe I don't wanna love anymore
Anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore, anymore
I don't really wanna love you anymore
I don't love you anymore
I don't know how to love anymore
I don't know how to love anymore